Apollymi ::||:: Dark Passion Play

"I'm Okay"
Sometimes I feel so alone and within,
Sometimes don't know where to turn,
Or who to call my friend!

But I'm okay! (I'm okay)!
I have faith in myself!
I'm okay! (I'm okay)!
I'm gonna make it through the day!
I'm okay!

Sometimes, I go through so much in my mind!
Sometimes, the space that I need
Is no place I can find!

But I'm okay! (I'm okay!)
I have faith in myself!
I'm okay! (I'm okay)!
I'm gonna make it through the day!
I'm okay!

I'm okay! (I'm okay)!
I have faith in myself!
I'm okay! (I'm okay!)
I'm gonna make it through the day!
I'm okay! (I'm okay!)
I'm okay! (I'm okay!)
I'm okay!

Cry for the Moon (The Embrace That Smothers IV)
Follow your common sense
You cannot hide yourself behind a fairy tale forever and ever
Only by revealing the whole truth can we disclose
The soul of this sick bulwark forever and ever
Forever and ever!

Indoctrinated minds so very often
Contain sick thoughts
And commit most of the evil they preach against

Don't try to convince me with messages from God
You accuse us of sins committed by yourselves
It's easy to condemn without looking in the mirror
Behind the scenes opens reality

Eternal silence cries out for justice
Forgiveness is not for sale
Nor is the will to forget

Follow your common sense
You cannot hide yourself behind a fairy tale forever and ever
Only by revealing the whole truth can we disclose
The soul of this sick bulwark forever and ever

Virginity has been stolen at very young ages
And the extinguisher loses its immunity
Morbid abuse of power in the Garden of Eden
Where the apple gets a youthful face

Eternal silence cries out for justice
Forgiveness is not for sale
Nor is the will to forget

Follow your common sense
You cannot hide yourself behind a fairy tale forever and ever
Only by revealing the whole truth can we disclose
The soul of this sick bulwark forever and ever
Forever and ever!

Eternal silence cries out for justice
Forgiveness is not for sale
Nor is the will to forget

You can't go on hiding yourself
Behind old fashioned fairy tales
And keep washing your hands in innocence

Okay, this is very random.

Doc and I were listening to a random assortment of MP3s on my computer, when what should happen to come on but "Careless Whisper". This leads to the following conversation:

katsuko: George is guilty, so he lost his rhythm.
apollymi: George is very profound.
katsuko: George is profound like a cat.
katsuko: And I'm weird, aren't I?
apollymi: Yeah, but I'm posting it. Only on IJ, though.
katsuko: Because my weirdness doesn't need to be shared with the world at large.

And now to try to get some writing done while I only have one cat on my desk.

I never knew so many bad times
Could follow me so mercilessly
It's almost surreal all the pain that I feel
The future ain't what it used to be

It doesn't matter what they're thinking
It doesn't matter what they're thinking of me
It's always so cold and I'm to young to be old
The future ain't what it used to be

Were there ever any stars in the sky?
And did the sun ever shine so bright?
Do you have any dreams I could borrow
Just to get me through the lonely nights?

Is there anything left to hold on to
When the rivers wash it all away?
Is there anyone left to hold on to?
Is there anything left I can say?